A week later.... Day 29

Although I faulted only once, I indulged myself into too many drinks in the past week! What can I do!!! I had too many parties to attend to! And I knew from the beginning alcohol was going to be a problem!

I didn't want to write anything after "scale day", cause frankly, I was totally frustrated! I had only lost 1 miserable lb.!!!!!

And I don't think this week is gonna be any different! I was sick with the flu (again!) and also had some lower back pain. So, I had to put a halt to the gym until I feel better from my back... After all, going to work it is more important right now! Specially since the $$$ has gone into a free-fall! Damn it!

At least I get paid in Euros! And right now I need them even to pay the gym!!! LOL

Now, changing subjects... I am starting to get tired of having to cook every day! I wish I could afford a cook! Like when I was living in the States... But here in Spain, things are different! Oh boy, oh boy! Spain is DIFFERENT!!!! A cook, or a maid make more money than me here! This society is completely upside-down! People who work in more dignified professions like, for example, accounting, they don't get paid by the hour as much as a maid makes! And I am sick and tired of having to do all by myself! YES! Go on, you can say it! I am a spoiled rotten child! So what!!! I worked all my life like an ass, so I could have a decent pension when retired... But, since I had to retire before my time, cause of health problems... Well, I receive a decent pension! But not enough, according to Europe's and Euros' standards! To live here, you really owe to be a millionaire!

Well, tomorrow it is scale day... Again! And I am already shaking with terror! That talking scale better tell me some good news, or else! At least, I wanna go under 58 Kg (cause here that's how they weight you) which is approximately 127 lbs.

Still have to loose another 28 lbs! But still have 33 days to do it! But, now that I see it in black and white... doesn't seems a very realistic proposition. I guess I should cut on the booze! But it is sooooooo hard to do!!!!! I love booze!!! I LOVE BOOZE!!!!